There’s a special boost that only old friends can give us. Here’s why we need it now.
Earlier
in the pandemic, Kevin Masters found himself longing for his old buddy Ron.
The two
men met in 1990, on a train from Indianapolis to Salt Lake City. In their early
30s at the time, they struck up a conversation while waiting in line in the
snack car, then continued talking for hours. When they arrived in Utah, they
exchanged numbers.
Over the
next few years, Kevin and Ron and their wives became close. They gathered for
birthdays and ballgames, shared meals and confidences, and celebrated the
arrival of their firstborns.
Then
jobs took them to different cities. Calls and cards trickled to a halt. By the
time the pandemic hit, they hadn’t talked in about 25 years. Yet Dr. Masters
found himself increasingly thinking about his old friend.
“The
idea of reconnecting with someone who knew me when I was just starting out
seemed like a powerful way to feel grounded,” says Dr. Masters, 63 years old, a
clinical health psychologist in Denver.
Missing
old friends? You’re not alone. Pals from our past can give us a sense of
stability in turbulent times.
Research
shows that psychological distress often causes nostalgia. People tend to
experience this sentimental longing for the past when they are feeling sad,
lonely, anxious or disconnected, or when life feels meaningless or uncertain.
“Covid represents
a big sense of discontinuity in our lives. We’ve lost a sense of who we are,”
says Clay Routledge, a psychologist and professor of business at North Dakota
State University, who has studied nostalgia for 20 years. “Recalling cherished
experiences from our past can remind us who we want to be, who we want to be
around, and what we feel is important in life.”
Nostalgia
increases positive mood, self-esteem and self-confidence, according to studies
conducted by Dr. Routledge and others. It makes us feel more socially connected
and optimistic. It helps us feel that life has more meaning. And it’s highly
motivating, pushing us to pursue goals, reconnect with people who were once
important to us, and make new relationships.
We can
become nostalgic about any period in our life. But it’s most common to feel a
longing for our adolescence or early adulthood, likely because that’s when we
developed our sense of identity and forged our own relationships.
Dr.
Routledge says that most people feel nostalgic about social experiences,
typically with family or friends. We may long for their support or feel we can
trust them. Old friends—especially ones from our youth, who may also know our
family—are often the people we believe truly understand us.
One
recent week, I received emails from three friends I hadn’t heard from in
decades—one I met in my first job, one I worked with at The Wall Street Journal
20 years ago, including in the days after the Sept. 11 attacks, and one from
summer camp when I was 15. Each letter improved my mood immediately, and when I
wrote back I felt less isolated.
I got a
boost of energy from the memories the letters inspired. Thinking about my
younger self and the goals I had made me buckle down harder on my current
deadline. The experience was so lovely that I sat down and wrote a list of all
the friends I miss. Then I made a plan: Each week I’ll reach out to one person
on the list.
In
reporting this story, I heard from people who have reconnected with best
friends from high school, college roommates, former boyfriends and girlfriends.
They reached out after finding letters from their friend stuffed in a
long-forgotten box, moving closer to their childhood home, or learning of a
death or illness.
This
summer, Rebecca Brooks, 50, wrote to Kimberly Gilligan, a college friend she
hadn’t seen in two decades, after seeing the woman’s Facebook posts on
spirituality, her family and her mother, who had died. “I’d been feeling
disconnected from friends and was craving a deep connection,” says Ms. Brooks,
who owns a public-relations agency and lives in Morristown, N.J. “And I saw
that we had a lot in common.”
In July,
the friends reconnected over Zoom and have since had two in-person meetings.
When they met at her home, Ms. Brooks pulled out her old journals and the women
sprawled on her bed and read them. “I was reminded of the moments that built
me,” says Ms. Gilligan, 52, who owns a clothing company and lives in Fort
Collins, Colo.
Now the
friends regularly send texts and videos. And they are planning a third
gathering. “There is nothing like a friend from adolescence; they get to know
you and your family in a way that no adult friends do,” says Ms. Brooks.
Dr.
Masters searched the internet for Ron Grant last fall. He felt a sense of
urgency: He and his wife planned to rent a house in the Seattle area for a
month and he knew his friend lived in Tacoma. When he found an email address,
he wrote and asked if Mr. Grant and his wife wanted to get together. Mr. Grant
responded, and they made plans for a visit.
On the
appointed day, Dr. Masters was nervous. “Will it be like I remember it?” he
wondered. But when he opened the door, Mr. Grant threw open his arms, hollered
his name and immediately made an inside joke. The two couples laughed and
hugged. “And the party was on,” Dr. Masters says.
For the
rest of the weekend visit, the two couples talked—about their families,
careers, current events and future plans. Mr. Grant, 61, a life insurance
program manager, shared a personal story he hadn’t told many people. And Dr.
Masters also shared something intimate. “He told me I was like a brother to
him,” says Mr. Grant. “That was really special.”
“It was
like a deep grounding in my soul took place, being back in touch with folks we
had a history with,” says Dr. Masters.